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Monday 13 February 12 01:39
So not only is my camera broken, I dropped my iPhone, my baby, my life.. in my coffee.
WHY?! Why do I have to be so clumsy! :( My only way of having contact is now the internet and my laptop is so slow, gonna have to start sending smoke signals..
I'm not like saying my iPhone is my complete life it's just it has my apps on it which are my homework schedule, my diary, my notes, my contacts, my calorie counter, my photos :(  just my everything haha I am so lost without it! I swear all my friends think I'm dead right now.. 
But anyway! Moving on.. WHO HAS TUMBLR?!
Give me all your tumblrs and I will follow you ALL! I Want some new people to follow and reblog the hell out of! Haha.
My photos for todays blogs aren't very good :( Sorry! I love you all :) xo
^ selection of photos in progress atm :)
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Saturday 4 February 12 22:48
First of all, 805 followers. Wow, just wow. When I first started this blog I never thought I'd be so interesting to have this many people read what I have to say. Wow I just love you all :)
Being 18 brings responsibilities, I suppose.. I finish college in June and then I have no safety really, I'm in to the big world, and as I have chosen to go straight in to theatre, rather than learning about theatre in university, I'll have to get a full time job to be able to do this, and then that's just going in to work and earning money for myself, which sounds great but it'll be hard, I mean I've had it easy at college. Performing arts course, I'm just doing what I love with people I love every single day. Work will be very different.
It would be so much easier to go back to those days when the only things you were scared of were the monsters under your bed, or getting in trouble for drawing sunflowers on the walls. 
I found this photo of me when I was little, some of you may be a bit like "why is she posting this?" but piczo is the only place I can really share my feelings.
This photo means a lot to me, see that man in the background? That is the greatest man I know. My idol and hero in so many ways, no one will ever come close to the relationship I had with him, other than my father, but the relationship I had with my Grandfather was special, he meant so much to me.. and when he died. well no one tells you how hard it is do they? Everything was so gloomy when he died, it was like it rained all the time and there was nothing you could do. Even though I was about 9, the day I was told he had died will stay with me forever. It's hard now, because I can't even remember his voice.. Love you always Granddad :) 
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Thursday 2 February 12 17:10
My hair right now is insane, it's wild!

But hello all you lovely bloggers :)
Thank you piczo for the homepage the other day, big picture woowoo.
I am a reeeally depressed Hollie at the moment :(
MY CAMERA IS BROKEN waaaaaaa, flash broken, lens broken.. something give me £300 to repair it, please? :(
Going to get a job and save up BIG time to get this fixed, it's my most precious posession :( it makes me cry so much that it's broke,waaaa crycrycry.
ALSO I am now completely broke, I don't even have money to get home tomorrow :( So I'll have to walk! waaa. Need to sell loads of crap just to be able to afford going to college, not going very well at the moment :(
But I'm all up to date with my work and I have 2 weeks off from monday!! Yaaaay! And tomorrow I don't have to be in till lunch time so lie in with my boyfriend! Yay x2 :)
I don't have any new pictures :( Because my camera is broke.. haha sooooo I suppose these will have to do!
Thank you for all your lovely comments and hypes and for just following me :) I love you all xo
Funny story behind this photo actually, my camera was on timer to take a normal picture and then I was like, oh I've still got fairy lights in my hair and I went to take them out and they got stuck so the camera got me, mid-struggle and in pain haha.
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Heeeeeeello piczo! :)
It's nearly 1am, and I have college tomorrow and I'm feeling pretty sleepy right now I just don't want to sleep. I was watching Jersey Shore the reunion but it was too loud and it woke up my mum so she made me turn it off :( sad Hollie. I have a reeeeeally easy day at college tomorrow, we're writing a script for our "tv and film" piece which is really cool. I get to play a character called Juliet who's madly obsessed with Harry Potter, bit like me really. Yeah :).
But that's basically all we're doing in the morning, and then I'm finished for the day! Yaaaay! So I'm going to write up my director's logs, which are like diary entries, and then plan out my lesson on thursday. Atm at college I'm a director for an assignment, it's reaaaally fun but quite a lot of work but it's going really well, yay! Happy Hollie.
And then when I'm finished all of that funfunfun, I'm going back to my friend Gee's and then going to the pub! Haha! Not to get crazy drunk but now I'm 18 it's just fun haha.
aaaaaand then, I'm going to Sam's for the night and he's making us pancakes with ice cream and bananas! :) yumyumyum.
OOOOOH tonight I was in a photog mood, so I took some photo's but I'm way too lazy to edit them all, but here's a few to keep you lovelies entertained!
I'm going to bed now, much love -H xoxox
This photo was created with a mattress cover thrown over my messy bed, lap top and stuff.
3 small boxes to make a "tri-pod"
fairy lights hung on my wall, and my fish tank light to create enough light
and then my Nikon D60.
Oh I'm so professional.
And here are my fairy lights :)
Love you all.
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Hello beautiful.
I've had a pretty bad day :( I've fallen out with my boyfriend. I hate arguing, and we argue over such stupid things and it's always my fault :/ I really honestly don't know what to do right now. I don't know whether this is the end or not, I do love him, really love him, love more than I've ever known but I'm hurting him so much every time we argue :( and I can't do it anymore, I hate myself for it. He deserves so much better, so maybe it would just make it easier on him if I left, as much as I don't want to. I don't want to hurt him anymore :( I know he loves me, I know he does but I just can't hurt him anymore :( what do I do?
I'm becoming obsessed with tea, i've had about 6 mugs of tea today it's insane.
I'm taking a lot of photos tomorrow, had some inspiration so tomorrow I'll post those.
I miss bloggin almost every day, I think I'll start again :)
Much love xo
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